I remember now, but I still have my doubts
I think it"s gonna be today
Everybody came, but it"s just not the same
Why did it have to be today?
Now my chest is tight - no, I am not all right
It doesn"t have to be this way
Why does it have to be this way?
I DONT KNOW WHAT"S WRONG,
IT"S LIKE I"M TOO FAR GONE
IT DOESN"T MATTER, ANYWAY
FEAR IS IN MY HEART - JUST WHEN I STOP IT STARTS
AND I CAN NEVER LIVE THIS WAY
Freedom in a cage - no sun and too much rage
I don"t know how much I can take
Push it down inside, but it knows just where I hide
I know that "normal" is hard to fake
Bleeding into life - it"s like a thousand knives
Are slowly turning me to this
Why does it have to be like this?
I DONT KNOW WHAT"S WRONG,
IT"S LIKE I"M TOO FAR GONE
IT DOESN"T MATTER, ANYWAY
FEAR IS IN MY HEART - JUST WHEN I STOP IT STARTS
AND I CAN NEVER LIVE THIS WAY
I DONT KNOW WHAT"S WRONG,
IT"S LIKE I"M TOO FAR GONE
IT DOESN"T MATTER, ANYWAY
FEAR IS IN MY HEART - JUST WHEN I STOP IT STARTS
AND I CAN NEVER LIVE THIS WAY
I lost again, today...
I DONT KNOW WHAT"S WRONG,
IT"S LIKE I"M TOO FAR GONE
IT DOESN"T MATTER, ANYWAY
FEAR IS IN MY HEART - JUST WHEN I STOP IT STARTS
AND I CAN NEVER LIVE THIS WAY
LIVING WITH A CURSE, SOMETIMES IT"S EVEN WORSE
IT SLOWLY KILLS ME EVERYDAY
SOMETHING I DESPISE IS GONNA TAKE MY LIFE
I GUESS I"LL TRY AGAIN TODAY